Friday, September 23, 2011
i wanna go home. @ 9:44 PM
i hate this place, country, contient and the people over here. i want to be back home. i'm sick of acting all fake to majority of these people. i hate the rules and i don't live by it cause i fucking 23!!! i hate it how i can't wear my earrings here. i just want to be home. i feel like i'm in prison which i am. i really think i'm developing a mental illness while i'm staying here. i'm not joking i literally feel like it.
i didn't have a choice but to come here. i wanted to be in Australia and go to school there...well i've always wanted to go to school there but my parents won't let me at all. i have to end up in fucking philippines.
i hate it how i have to head to indonesia this december. i hate it how i have to go home once a year. i want to see my people my american people. i hate seeing asians every single day of my life. i hate these hypocritical, conservative adventist!
i wish i could turn the clock back into times to the year of 2008! where i love how my life was and would only changed the way i study.
now i wish i wasn't alive....
Labels: life
