Wednesday, January 25, 2012
nursing!!!!!!!! @ 8:24 AM
The experience i had so far in nursing school had been amazing. Well...with the skills checklist and lecture it had been pretty well interesting and I couldn't ask for a better amazing CI/teachers team!!! :)
To be honest I pretty am happy that I got the chance to experience nursing school in The Philippines because there isn't no such thing as JACHO here in these government hospital plus...next year when i start my clinical I get to scrub in like a med student during my special clinical or what they call here special duty!
i bet back home in nursing school you don't get to do things like this! :)
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Sunday, October 9, 2011
yay oleh2x from indonesia @ 6:15 AM
you all may think what's oleh oleh?
right?!? well...for those people who doesn't speak my 2nd language...
oleh oleh means gift in bahasa indonesia.
so....to put it in a write english form i would say...
i got gifts from indonesia!!!!!!!
ok...getting to my point
i totally got amazing chocolates from indonesia today...i got beng beng, silverqueen "rocky" and fullo! yummmmmm....i love indonesia chocolate!!
to bad my friend didn't bring nasi kuning aka yellow rice!!! it's an amazing food!
gosh...being in the philppines sucks because....
1) food sucks here
2) chocolates are super sweet and my tooth hurts from it!
3) everything contains pork.
being in indonesia is way much better because
1) amazing food!!!!! for those who are vegetarian there is a lot of variety there for you! yellow rice with egg, fried rice with eggs, tempe, tofu etc.
2) spices (sambal is the bestest)
3) chocolate are the best!
4) starbucks taste better because the coffee beans are coming from the great island of sumatra (thanks gpa for your beans)
5) pretty things for cheap
6) known for the bestest malls ever! serious malls every single block and it's amazing!
7) no pork contain in any food because it's a muslim country! :) that's why they like adventist because we don't eat pork...(that's what i heard)
8) great amazing island like BALI my 3rd home.
i can't wait to be in indonesia in two months....i'm sick of the philippines right about now!!!
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this morning i got to talk to my lovely sister in christ Shea butter!!! @ 6:06 AM
this morning i got to skype and talk to my good friend amanda shea. she is one of my bestest friend from union college. i consider her as my little sister. i was so happy that we got to finally skype each other this morning in the philippines times and nebraska time was last night hehehe. anyways...i was happy to hear some new news about her life this year and how volleyball is treating her. i didn't know she tryout for american idol this past summer break. i was pretty happy to hear that she did cause she does have an amazing voice. sadly to know that she didn't make it to the next round but she told me that she will tryout again next summer and if she doesn't get in. she is going to try the next and the next until she gets in.
i love how she is...she never gives up on things she keeps going and going...
i've seen her before doing the same thing in her studies. whenever she didn't get the grade she wanted in her test she keeps finding a way for her to retain the knowledge she learned and make a better grade for her next test.
i learned so much from her from observing her through her ways of achieving things. she never gives up and i believe she follows Justin bieber's moto "NEVER SAY NEVER"
she has taught me to never give up! keep striving for what you want to be...."
i know she believes that i could make it and finish up even though i sometimes fail myself and think that i can make it she would always say those things never give up.
i'm glad to have her as one of my closes friend who believes in me that i could make it in life.
it's true what they say ...
your closes friends in college will be your lifetime friends! :)
& i do have them and i surely do miss them so much...
xoxo
FeL
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yay!!!!! @ 6:03 AM
today my good friend dewi is here. well...technically she was here since sabbath but i was pretty happy to see her today and talked to her about what's going on in her life after graduation!! hopefully she gets into the business grad school in AIIAS! :) praying for that to come true! :)
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Sunday, October 2, 2011
this year sucks!!! @ 4:43 AM
so... i was looking through one of my folders on my downloads and i suddenly saw pictures of my gpa and gma from my dad's side. i realized that i miss seeing them. i haven't seen them since like ugh....2008 for my gpa and 2007 for my gma. sadly i can't see them anymore. they had passed this year. it saddens me that i wasn't able to see them when i went to indonesia in december 2010. i should have gone to the village and see them. i didn't realized how sick my gma was. at least i know she's resting in peace. also for my gpa. i sure do miss him asking me to talk to him in english. since he's a american citizen. hehehe. but it was sad to hear that he had passed too. when i got the news i wasn't sure if it was real. my gpa died from heart attack i believe or what they say in the village since they don't have up to date medicine. after 6 months since my gma passed my gpa had to passed.
i think it's like a sweet story. most elderly people die like 5 or so years after their spouse died but my grandparents were 6 months apart. i think it's soo sweet and i think God had planned that way. now they are both resting in peace next to each other. fyi: in the village in sumatra indonesia there is a house that the people build for the deceased people. they don't usually put them 6 feet under. plus ...they also have a caregiver. i know it's kinda strange but the caregiver is my great step gma.
i do miss them much. now i have two grandparents left in my life through blood. i can't wait to see them soon. especially my gma cause she's very weak now and she isn't able to eat by herself or stand/walk anymore. i pray that God will give her strength when her grandchildern and children comes this december to see her! :)
xoxo
FeL
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this blows... @ 4:37 AM
so....yesterday which was saturday here in the philippines. i went to to check my facebook and i checked my inbox and was pretty shock that my best guy friend in the whole wide world msg me. i was pretty surprised and i was pretty hyperventilating. like seriously... i just finished talking to my parentals and all of a sudden i saw his msg and it made me pretty sad and heartbroken. i know our life has been pretty sucky right now since i left the home to head to the philippines for school. it was pretty sad and i know how much i miss him and how much that we both need each other.
why does my life blows right now.....
i hope it gets better in the future.
xoxo
FeL
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Friday, September 30, 2011
hmmm.... @ 5:58 AM
ever since i was a child people kept asking me if i am mexican, filipino, middle eastern, or half white & black, or anything nothing but indonesian. i know people don't know how indonesian looks like. many people say asian all look the same. which it's not true. well...i guess asian yes...but southeast asian NO. truthfully i am indonesian but i'm not sure if i'm full blooded indonesian. i always wonder if my ancestor weren't 100 percent indonesian. i know i might be putting my indonesian heritage down but the truth is my grandparents from my mommy side doesn't look like at all and my dad...well i think he's adopted. lol!! YES ....i do tell my dad that all the time. i'm not a bad daughter i just think he's adopt cause he doesn't even look like none of his siblings at all. which is a good thing. anyways....enough of that back to what i'm just wondering about. majority of my cousins (well...the american ones) looks a bit of indian. a few does too in indo but majority of them are in america. i in the other hand look a bit indian. yes ...i do get ask if i was indian. sometimes i would say i am. ahahahah! but my brother looks more indian than i do. it's funny cause whenever i see a family picture of my family my mom looks ugh....dutch indonesian/indian and my dad well...indian cause he's dark.
anyways...the point is that maybe i do have a little blood of indian in me or any middle eastern blood. seriously...i don't look bataknese aka sumatran people. i don't have those huge nose those we're looking eyes apart...welll just say not that good looking traits of a true bataknese. i'm glad i have good genes and thank God for making me have a different look than others here in asia.
that's all. these were the things that i have been thinking in my mind lately.
till next time dolls.
muah!
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Sunday, September 25, 2011
oh last summer 2010 @ 7:32 AM
last summer my friends and i went for our LA FOOD RUN! yes...LA food run....it was amazing. we all woke up early in the morning like around 6am and left the house around 7am and hit up some places where we can get sweets for breakfast. so we all ate macroons the paulette style. yumm...then we head to vince and ate some amazing italian food which was AMAZING. then head to some mexican bar in venice which it was HAPPY HOUR by the time we were there.
let's just say the margaritas was amazing and it was pretty cheap since it was happy hour but you can sooooooo feel it hits you after three sipes. :) usually i hate margaritas but the one in california are amazing. let's just say we put more of the alcohol then any other states out there except for vegas, nyc, & florida. :)
i just remember ordering one regular one which was huge and got a free one and had to finish both of them. once i got in the car and while my friend drove for just 30 mins i eventually knocked out and through out the LA traffic heading downtown i was sound asleep.
that was an amazing day!
i miss LA FOOD RUN
march will be the time for that!!
WHOLE ENTIRE DAY IN LA!
the place i'm from! :)
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memories... @ 7:26 AM
oh memories. wine coolers...gotta love it when you're under age. hehehe.
i so remember the time at my cousin's house when we bought so much of these B&J wine coolers. we had about like 8 lefts and stuff them under her bed the morning after. since her parentals were heading back to cali from georgia that day. we did have an adult supervision my older cousin. he didn't care of us drinking in the house. but that night was fun! loads of drinks and staying up till 6am and seeing the sun rise while cleaning the front yard and picking up cigarettes butts since the group of boys were smoking their life away.
i give props to my brother who didn't want to stay up all night and decided to go to bed cause the next morning was these boys basketball game.
twas a fun day!
oh memories
i so miss u!
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Friday, September 23, 2011
i wanna go home. @ 9:44 PM
i hate this place, country, contient and the people over here. i want to be back home. i'm sick of acting all fake to majority of these people. i hate the rules and i don't live by it cause i fucking 23!!! i hate it how i can't wear my earrings here. i just want to be home. i feel like i'm in prison which i am. i really think i'm developing a mental illness while i'm staying here. i'm not joking i literally feel like it.
i didn't have a choice but to come here. i wanted to be in Australia and go to school there...well i've always wanted to go to school there but my parents won't let me at all. i have to end up in fucking philippines.
i hate it how i have to head to indonesia this december. i hate it how i have to go home once a year. i want to see my people my american people. i hate seeing asians every single day of my life. i hate these hypocritical, conservative adventist!
i wish i could turn the clock back into times to the year of 2008! where i love how my life was and would only changed the way i study.
now i wish i wasn't alive....
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Saturday, September 3, 2011
coachie @ 9:35 AM
POLLY SAGALA
COACHIE SAGALA
today i talked to my parents and all they can talk about was coachie. i know i'm missing her puppy life right now and wish i could see her but i'll be there soon. i'll see her when she is 6 months which in dog years 1 year for her. but i'm super happy my other baby girl polly is treating coachie as her own little sister. even though coachie always bothers her. i love both of my dogs soooo much!
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Sunday, August 28, 2011
wishing i was at the HOME ..... @ 9:05 AM
balboa beach (newport beach california) you'll never be forgotten. i won't forget the time that we just cruise our rental beach bike around the neighborhood and the parental didn't care where the hell we were cause they all knew that we were somewhere in the community and also knew that we'll be back before we head home. :)
i love balboa beach! :)
VMAs has been the most amazing experience i ever went to. 2010 was pretty amazing despite upsetting things that i went through but the VMAs have topped it off that year for me. i wish i can be home and joined this year and be able to see the amazing performance of Adele. also seeing britney spears appearance since she wasn't there last year. bummer. but last year i got to see USHER performed, taylor swift, drake, kanye (like who give a care about him lol), seeing lady gaga won majority of the categories she was nominated for (seriously..what a ridiculous outfits ever) , seeing lo and steph from the hills, selena gomez, vitctoria justice, kesha (which people didn't give the fuck about lol...cali peeps don't like u kesha), ARTEST (super cool guy EVER), jersey shore cast (which i don't care about cause they were snobs seriously...you're just a reality star which in a couple years after the show is over you'll be NOTHING), B.O.B, bruno mars, paramore, florence and the machine (amazing performance), JUSTIN BEIBER :), etc....so much celeb to mention. :) :)
ONE THING OF BEING A SOUTHERN CALIFORNIAN GIRL (BORN&RAISED) IS TO SEE CELEB AND HAVE THE MOST FREEDOM OF DRIVING TO AMAZING BEACHES AND OF COURSE LA BABY!!! :)
LA BBY 4EVA! :)
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Friday, August 26, 2011
i just love loma linda university streaming!!! @ 10:39 PM
since aug 5 lluc service is all about camp meeting with pastor randy! :)
theme is : forgiveness
sadly i'm not there this summer to attend every sabbath. last year was pretty amazing. i really enjoy going to church and looking forward to church on sabbath to LLUC.
LLUC has been so much acceptance and understanding what is SDA/Christian is all about. there is no drama or gossip in LLUC.
one thing about indonesian-american church...they are pure hypocrites who LOVE to gossip and start drama for stupid reason. they are so stingy with their money and won't help the youth through any circumstance. sometimes i always think that they just love to show off things that they have.
they always wonder why the young adult and the youths doesn't come to church anymore. hello.... it's because of each and every one of them being a hypocrites.
i really don't feel my home church isn't the home church like way back before i left for college. everything has been messed up.
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