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Sunday, October 2, 2011

this year sucks!!! @ 4:43 AM

so... i was looking through one of my folders on my downloads and i suddenly saw pictures of my gpa and gma from my dad's side. i realized that i miss seeing them. i haven't seen them since like ugh....2008 for my gpa and 2007 for my gma. sadly i can't see them anymore. they had passed this year. it saddens me that i wasn't able to see them when i went to indonesia in december 2010. i should have gone to the village and see them. i didn't realized how sick my gma was. at least i know she's resting in peace. also for my gpa. i sure do miss him asking me to talk to him in english. since he's a american citizen. hehehe. but it was sad to hear that he had passed too. when i got the news i wasn't sure if it was real. my gpa died from heart attack i believe or what they say in the village since they don't have up to date medicine. after 6 months since my gma passed my gpa had to passed.

i think it's like a sweet story. most elderly people die like 5 or so years after their spouse died but my grandparents were 6 months apart. i think it's soo sweet and i think God had planned that way. now they are both resting in peace next to each other. fyi: in the village in sumatra indonesia there is a house that the people build for the deceased people. they don't usually put them 6 feet under. plus ...they also have a caregiver. i know it's kinda strange but the caregiver is my great step gma.

i do miss them much. now i have two grandparents left in my life through blood. i can't wait to see them soon. especially my gma cause she's very weak now and she isn't able to eat by herself or stand/walk anymore. i pray that God will give her strength when her grandchildern and children comes this december to see her! :)

xoxo

FeL

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